• The Caspian Tea House

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    I was in an Azerbaijan tea house at the shore of the Caspian Sea. The house was soft in texture and made of orange wood and white curtains. I went to a large window facing the slow, curved road and looked out. The water was the deepest green blue, like the woman’s glasses at the optical store back in the States merely a moment ago. I looked down at a dais made of the same, orange-colored wood and there sat an open book against its lip, a guide, old silky paper like in an expensive Bible, but it wasn’t the Bible, just a book, maybe with names, and I walked right through the window and across the road because I wanted to get closer to the water.

    I looked down at the shoes I was wearing… Dress shoes in the sand that had blown onto the walkway. I thought that was strange. The shoes were made of the same orange wood as the house and dais. It was sunny out with a slight breeze tossing about in the air. The water was high and left only a narrow pathway of sand along the beach on which to walk. The light voices came through the dream there. Odd people came streaming in, gawking and pointing at how astounding the water was. Tourists. I just wanted to be alone. I wanted to be alone to just stand there and look at the water and to do nothing else ever again but love her.

  • Chaos and Color

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    This world has a stick up its ass and Romeo is unhinged

    Juliet has aborted her American dreams

    With a uranium-gilded coat hanger

    Highway sounds ungloom the world now

    Star-spangled Heaven’s sheet

    Unburden us from the greed

    In the aisle of serenity

    Where no one walks or stalks

    A lingering solar eclipse buttons the sky

    A pathway bends toward a stoic horizon

    Rough gray hills, short trees, dry scrub

    Bottle-brush cacti

    A whimsical dark world

    The emptiness, the bleakness

    Almost beautiful and soothing to a muddied mind

    No chaos and color on high

    Broken birds float through time

    A wooden post fence stands hobbled

    A broken gate opens

    Time absorbs all life


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  • Medicated

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    I feel like loose wires blasting

    Electric impulses heavenward

    My skin is shaky

    I want to run, but I can’t move

    I start to do something

    Then I stop

    My thoughts fall flat

    My attention span spans a second

    My nerves are cut open, exposed

    Noise sends me stratospheric

    Aggravated by everything

    I don’t have time to stop and breathe

    So it seems to myself and me

    Wishing for the lull of the ocean

    A small bungalow up from the sand

    Windows and fire

    With dreams coming true

    I can hear the birds through the air-conditioned glass

    I can see her star-spangled American ass

    Wet streets calm me

    Coffee in windows watching the rain

    Peace, quiet, warmth

    Huddled beneath the orange neon

    A muscular old church at the end of the block

    A bookstore across the street

    The smell of paper and ink

    The taste of thoughts

    Apologies in the windows up above

    Figurines arching, parting curtains

    Looking down upon the street and its wonder

    A tortured writer pens the script of life

    The crumpled bed sheets cradle his wife

    As she journeys through dreamland

    And I am preoccupied by fate


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  • Head On a Spike

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    That’s what we need

    A head on a spike

    In times like these

    Of unchecked greed

    And deprivation of need

    A broken gold star

    On the refrigerator of life

    I feel senseless and selfish

    It’s 10:27

    Take the pill

    You know the drill

    Esophagus lockdown

    Too soon to drown

    How will I go?

    I may never know

    Not before Tokyo

    Banging my head

    And my golden leaf gong

    The cherry blossoms—

    We’ll get to see the cherry blossoms

    I think of Bar Harbor, Maine

    Blue pharmacy light

    Neon all bedazzled and high

    Sipping through another drink

    One alone in the sea of the loud people

    This life of beatings

    In the market square

    I could have done

    So many things so differently

    The guilt, the remorse

    The ache inside of so much blindness

    All the things I did not see

    All the things I just did wrong

    Like a sad song

    Regrets asunder

    Heartache like thunder

    The mountain gods stood by

    Pissed on prayers

    I am untamed electricity inside

  • Cultist Amethyst


    Cultist amethyst

    Lingering by the lagoon of life

    Stranded on this island of strife

    I was wrapped in a jacket of rain today

    Hiking through the jungle

    The big green leaves like plates catching water from the sky

    The falls, the mist, the heavy breath of solitude

    Addicted to Russian candy

    While looking up at the blue panel of Earth

    The madmen are swirling in the clearing

    They do not know I live among them

    In the green, black shadows

    I look down upon their strange rituals, the odd worship

    The punishments, the exaltation, the sex trade

    The people in their amethyst robes

    And the wishing beads strung upon their necks

    The yellow wall is all I need

    To separate myself from the deceit

    A roaring fire around where they dance

    I’m glad I’m not one of them

    But I hold their secrets inside banana leaves