• Eve 13

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    There are faces in the cold

    Staring back through the snow

    Heart blood love letters tracing the stars of space

    I am alive inside beautiful girl

    But the traffic takes me away

    The noise, the lights, the mad rushing all fever and pitch

    If to just hold you in second’s dawn

    In a moment of green, quiet peace

    To unleash myself all over you

    Like love in hummingbird wings

    Why is it I am astray in stratosphere stars so cold?

    When I should be lying beside you

    Warm, passionate, safe

    Beautiful dreams with you

    Am I just a gun and not love?

    I’ve been waiting for years 

    To cradle your heart and warmth

    Beside my bedside window

    Where the hollow wind blows like mad

    And the chill covers all my dreams

    Dreams of you, beautiful dream

    That tender harness beneath winter cover

    You breathe alive desires lied

    I am bent over, broke, and full of wishes

    To bring light to your life and heart

    Whimsical gestures

    Too tame with leather glove

    If only anyone really knew

    That endless moment of love

  • Time Machine Lime

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    I saw limes twisted and sucked dry, void of juice
    lying loose, tying the noose, the end of the drip
    all roly poly on the happening quartz counter
    like a space wanderer in a cradle
    bedding down for the log night
    dreaming broken glass kaleidoscopic tight
    to the missions of a windmill baby lost in my arms
    I heard the howl of my own soul
    begging for a clinical reprieve
    from all the jury-rigged junk.

    I took a stroll on the midnight drive skyline high  
    a view from Plaza 8 bricked-up town
    and the mesa where I talked to the cows crossing my
    path and the aluminum clowns were all the rage
    And I crashed out underneath the sky, beneath the eye of
    the butter melt sun.
    I didn’t care if the tarantulas
    or the scorpions
    came home for dinner
    to devour me
    as I wailed in my state
    for the water of my life
    the wind of my life
    the distance that has devoured all our pasts
    the soul crimes committed, remitted
    that will leave us forever stranded on the wings
    of a bleached thread struggling for life
    underneath my morning glory sky of astronaut zest.

    The gory story of all that is consumed through a
    backward tick, brass pendulum chime of my heart
    swinging ever deeper like Poe through my bones
    Perhaps I should have stayed
    in that beautiful torturous L.A.
    blasting my ride down DelAmo Blvd at 80 mph plus
    the wind ruffling my feathers for the night
    taking a right at the carnival mall all bright
    blasting my rod up Lakewood Blvd swizzle stick land
    in search of another streetlight, another fight, another tip of the hat
    to the deli guru at Alpha Beta and the spinning meat slicer
    does he remember he has broken feet
    the causeway of the midnight beat
    before I shoved my hand like Superman
    through the ceramic stall of some Ceylon grotto
    that place of the double vision hall, the green mist
    The jungle land harbors trickle down my wrist
    blood balloons full of question marks and Listerine rain
    and the boom of a heavy dungeon door like black magic
    and the mage of L.A. wonders — Is this what it has come to?

    Blackness in the sun, teary-eyed stumbles in the great
    desert void with no warm chandelier bed to hear my pleas for
    rest of the on-holiday dreaming kind
    This all just a ramble, a bramble of ghosts
    a filtering of a fractured fractal in the dead of night
    walks across barren fields decapitated with wine
    and the songs of a cuckoo clicking across the wires
    uttering unbelievable tales of ocean liner fever
    on a sea of burnt sienna glass and the wounds of town.

    Hush. Can you hear the whisper of the Pecos
    the vein pumping the blood mud of our sins through another
    hole in the desert plane, underneath the machines hiss
    And I’m off the mark this nochy (night)
    my arrow is like melting rubber remnants of old dolls in cardboard attic boxes
    the barrel of my stun gun like a spent erection flapping in the
    harrowing winds of copulation nation
    The other planet smiled so sweetly today,
    like it was so glad to see me
    I don’t even know where it is
    but it had a salacious memory
    like a Hollywood Blvd lime from another time.

  • Orifice Clouds

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    The spirited heartbreak

    Of the witch harpooned

    The effervescent moon

    Drifting dream beams

    The sauce of life

    The sauce of the sky

    Stars and ravens up so high

    I see sleep

    And the structures of man

    Dust hobbits and wolverine people

    Traverse the Earth

    I am walking Northbog

    Ridiculous perimeters

    Sea urchins and starfish

    Stop and breathe…

    I see yellow

    I see an English candy store made of stone

    Moss sidings, charming windows

    The smell of sugar past the doorway

    Cases upon cases of candy

    Jars filled to the brim

    All the colors of the universe

    Cyrillic script on the ceiling

    And there again

    The man with the plastic hand

    Klonking the counter top

    Telling stories of lizard people

    He swears they are real

    A UFO fanatic, too

    He talks of their Slavic slant and many moons

    The bell on the door trinkles goodbye

    I look up to the sky

    Peach blue and orifice clouds

    Destiny all nonsense now

    Like lava in a spaceship

    The universe our tablecloth


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  • Dream Leaps

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    Rows upon rows upon rows

    Apartment buildings

    Different colors, shapes, and sizes

    Dream leaps across the lawns

    Buttresses like butter

    In the warm, misty dawn

    Four bedrooms, wood paneling

    Room after room of hideous furniture

    My table in the dust

    1800 dollars a month

    Voices in the hall, in my head

    I can’t afford this

    Psychiatrist drives me to the next building

    Agent meets us on a Segway

    Korean woman in a dress

    The building is bleached white

    We never go in

  • The Wishing Window

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    A solitary chair by a window

    The room is purple haze

    A thin veil of curtain pushed aside

    The view is sunrise on the water

    And thoughts diving in

    Wanting to swim

    In the deep and narrow periwinkle mauve

    The yawn of a ship dispersed in space

    I have no feelings, I have no face

    I look out, I look within

    No answers, more questions, more high doubts

    Thoughts stagnant like scum

    A pond of mysteries and misery and Halloween mirrors

    Too much movement and sound

    I want to close my eyes

    Sitting in the chair at the window

    Deep breaths and vibrations of life

    I shake and pause

    The world comes to light

    Slowly sliding into place

    Joy berates me

    Fear escapes me