• The Last Love

    Photo by Aaron Echoes August

    I found her

    she came out of nowhere

    some angel called beautiful

    holds me under the sun

    calms me through the storms

    loves me through everything

    no matter my faults, my scars

    she’s my last love

    the only one ever meant to be

    beautiful beyond beautiful

    and I hold her in my heart

    every single day

    if she knows it or not

    even when we struggle

    even when we fight

    even when we hurt

    I know when the clock comes around again

    she’ll be there on the other side of the sun

    still loving me

    as in our very first kiss,

    so we walk this world troubled

    side by side

    hands clutched in 2 a.m. dreams

    and she is my last love, my forever love, the love I was born to see.

  • Rosaria Radiation

    Photo by AR Walther

    And it was the crack of a symmetrical dawn

    lepers hanging clothes with no sleeves

    legless pants

    heartless armor

    the sieve where all the heart pulp runs through and through

    straining the anguish with a lightning-tied spoon

    4-leaf clovers come raining from the sky

    and he drives his Mercedes into a crowd of 12 oblivious jabberjaws

    The madman drank tea laced with the rosaria radiation

    and now he’s a drunk moose on the loose

    toting way too much baggage

    and dulled antlers spit-shined by the man in the moon

    that circle of meteor-pocked cheese

    that rolls through the sparkly galaxy

    all around our human minutia of dawn and pain and anguish

    and slices of Snow White’s poisoned apple pie

    and every alien addict crop circle

    spins like witches’ eyes

    on a psychedelic trip in some thick, green forest

    chasing Hansel and Gretel with an electric staple gun

    collating the folds of their skin like clockwork

    and the tears shed in the hills

    rush down like the world’s greatest flood

    disaster ten-fold obtuse

    those angels of deceit, lavished with wet, weepy memories

    and the passion that burned like the most vicious lava

    And there’s a fat, orange Koi fish

    swimming in a pool so circular and blue

    and every dirt heap is but another mountain

    to rip your crampons into

    and climb to Heaven

    to spit in the face of God’s guard of Oz

    then singing a melancholy yet smashing tune

    about the blindness he feels and sees

    toward forgiveness and love and inequality by the ocean

    the composer from Beach Bum and Rum California

    ever etching his mind into the wires that run rampant

    amongst the drunks, the princess poets

    and all their invisible beings on Pad Street

    the place with no signs for hands

    or a pen in which to paint

    the eternal ache

    of holding on

    to bare bones

    and no flesh

    in the sinister quiet

    of lonely places

    like the foggy docks

    or the steamy forests

    or the buggy riverside

    with all its ebbing currents

    preaching the sermon of beautiful emptiness

    in harmony with the dirt, the love, the wet life

    the chiseled core drips down through the dusty siphon

    of all these tubular engines whizzing by

    the sights of all minds buttered and plastered into holes

    that mean street brick and wooden coffeehouse,

    a quiet, cradling tram ride to Cardiff,

    staring out the window, with no warmth or warning of her 

  • Bread Storm

    Photo by AR Walther

    There’s the ache of rain in the air

    Releasing me from this summer suffocation

    Lightning bolts burn shocking tattoos into my skin

    A frozen anchor, a blonde devil

    I walk barefoot out onto the street

    All the way to the grand palace librio on the hill

    I pick up Hemingway’s shotgun

    And carry it around crucifixion style

    Through the high halls of written words

    The rain is coming in through sexy slits in the ceiling

    The electric stripes in the sky illuminate the intimate darkness

    And loneliness is heavy and heartbroken

    Through the aisles of all that the world ignores now

    Precious, inanimate glows cascade down their caves of isolation

    They make love through satellites now

    It’s hand-held schizophrenic lust at the press of a button…

    Thunder gnaws the city and begins to sail away

    Rolling eastward to the farmlands

    Where Farmer Black and Blue

    Sweeps incoherently…

    And I can hear the motion of the swoosh, swoosh

    When I huddle beneath my breakfast table

    And start yelling at a loaf of bread.

  • Space Curtain

    Photo by Aaron Echoes August

    I had been dreaming about loneliness

    Alone in bed, alone in a room

    I looked out the window through the parted space curtains

    The night was unusually bright

    Even though the moon barely hung on its peg

    I lied awake with a thundering heart hard to calm

    Nerves crawling up my spine

    Hammering my mind

    Jitters in a world gone mad

    I recalled how I never fit in

    Even directly after birth

    I was placed in a corner

    To mingle with the shadows on a blue wall

    And it went from there

    Always surrounded it seemed

    Always trying to break free

    From the shackles of the human condition

    Always forced to fit

    Into a place, a space

    I did not belong

    Always forced into the machine

    Headfirst, fear first

    Renditioned to be

    Everything I never wanted to be

    Why do we stunt the growth of artists and creators

    For a lifeless, dead-end “opportunity”

    Enslaved to a system that does not honor the heart and soul

    The grandeur of life replaced by a worthless pursuit in a cube

    The best of us derailed

    To be alone in a world of billions

    Left to find comfort in the veil of a space curtain

    And a smattering of wishing stars.

  • Capitalistic Splatter

    Photo by AR Walther

    The ancestral drift of dinner plates

    5:15 am egg glow

    a smile in a mirror

    old antique wall

    ghost teeth

    a creepy smile

    an old hat in a mist

    a scarecrow in dawn’s early light

    a fake patriot

    cradling a cobalt bomb and a Bible

    in flames

    burnt toast in the air

    poems of debris

    lovelocks swaying

    in an apocalyptic morning breeze

    blonde and braided

    velvet curtain pulls

    at a blood-red opera

    a scarecrow girl

    working the downtown diner grill

    hash browns and hashtags

    do dirt and dreams matter

    in a world of capitalistic splatter

    sore teeth, sore minds

    black welt bubble babies

    skeleton parades

    tears of love in April

    fits of rage in November

    A turkey thrown

    cranberry sauce upturned

    A wet berry bloodbath

    weird Uncle Rage’s screams of agony

    screams of frustration

    close the magical eyes

    multicolored tulips

    under the sun

    it smells like breakfast

    and a woman undone.

  • The Big Dip

    Photo by Aaron Echoes August

    A small airplane poked a hole in the cup of the Big Dipper

    Ran it right through… like a missile kiss

    and all the sauce from the other side of the universe

    creamed the Earth like a big, sexual surprise

    and Matadors on heroin and hot sauce

    slowly sliced open the beef casket

    and it rained light and unbroken love.

  • High On Guard

    Photo by Aaron Echoes August

    there is only time for love and then departure

    everything else in between is nonsense

    even through the trees I see this

    while the world so foolishly spins around out there, down there

    far below this mad altitude where I stand

    where I pray to no one, for no one

    all the listening blinded by blind ambitions

    and the damned ones decide

    that war is better than peace

    that starvation is better than food

    that hate is better than grace and a kiss

    so I turn away and fold myself up

    like a secret

    they can never touch.

  • Lust Light, Dust Mite

    Photo by Aaron Echoes August

    When in the back of your mind you know you are dying

    and you try to push it away … because you are still young

    every breath at night is an elaborate excuse, every morning you arise is a triumph, of some sort

    and daddy is broken

    I feed him pills and artificial limbs

    I am broken God

    yet you piss holy water into my eyes

    you know I hate you

    yet I tremble at the spires

    I am licorice lust

    Man, how they dripped so innocent today

    in that carnival van … it all smelled so sweet, percolating plastic dolls and candy bars

    rumble on, ramble on, to Vegas for a good trip

    where we will smoke Heaven’s lost luggage

    and cough up spirits of unbridled lust

    break my bones against the sandstone

    buy me MuckaLucks baby

    so I can stand the desert sweat and lust

    mobile home whores

    rusting in the dust

    a fair kiss is well enough

    I have shit scattered everywhere

    Like life bleeding out on an Atlas

    muscle roads French kissing barbaric wounds

    from the road, from the tender cradle, from the broken grave

    I am flying through space

    on a comet boiled in a broken heart.

  • The Translucent Wander Pain

    Photo by Aaron Echoes August

    Looking through her red box

    On a stormy, sunny day

    A cold room full of hot heart

    It was a different time

    In a faraway place

    Found out all about

    the only unforgivable thing she did again

    Had to fly away from the bad news

    Park my ride and drink away the hard bruise

    And the record just kept on spinning in my head

    The same song playing into the dead

    Of night

    As the airplanes roared overhead

    And the traffic snaked all around

    And the lights popping off like a multitude of aneurysms

    Some mad security guard come tapping on my glass

    I had no cold fire to offer the air

    Up there

    She’ll never know the stories of my diversions

    A belly full of rot

    As I stumbled through the throngs of mad Christmas cheer

    Alone, depraved,

    Stark raving mad

    A sea rope noose at the ready in my attaché

    Mumbling in the cold

    Whilst the rich and the loved

    Relish in the vibe of their misguided, pompous, materialistic
    ways

    I froze to death

    A thousand times

    In a world not of my own dream

    But isn’t that just me anyway?

    Like a tarnished and unpolished lamp

    They preach the Word

    As they stir my scars

    Love to lay the blame

    As they lay down in drug-induced sin

    To live this long

    And to hold so little

    Sans the breadth of memories

    Too broken to carry along

    To my little downtown room

    The lone light above this broken desk

    A hot plate and some food

    A fire escape and the moon

    A place to sit tonight.